hOLLA!!
Well today was a day filled with thoughts. In bible, we watched the little movie on the story of Cameron Duncan. That was pretty amazing. He knew he only had a few months to live and boy did he live to the very last day. I admire that.
I can sort of relate to the documentary because I, myself have been dealing with some pretty serious health issues. I have ITP, a subset of lupis and it really makes me feel terrible sometimes. I don't like to tell my parents or even many friends or teachers about my illness because it embarrasses me. That's right, I am embarrassed of something that is a big part of me. It's hard for me to even write this. I don't ever really let anyone know that I'm in pain. I put on my "fine" face and go through the day. I think this completely makes me a coward.
I don't even ask people to pray for me. I just don't want to seem like a whimp or someone that feeds off pitty from others, I know people like that and it's really not okay with me. I've learned recently that I can trust people more than I think I can. I know that God has surrounded me with wonderful people who can really lift me up and care. I'm really going to work on that. Have a wonderful day!
♥Kristen
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