courage journal.....the sequal!!!!

Happy halloween!!
Unfortuantly, I'm sick at home instead of out with the cheerleaders trick or treating but that's ok, I'm not big on candy anyways. The point of the story is me being sick. No bueno. I went to school this morning not feeling good but I'm really disappointed with myself becuase I went to school this morning already defeated by my stuffy and ill state. I actually went to school PLANNING on going home early. I am glad I came home but the fact still remains that I absolutly could have made it through the day had I really tried.
Now, don't get me wrong. I am most definatly the last person to be "taken out of the game due to injury," so to speak, but I really wish I could have stuck it out today.
Anyways, have a great night!!

♥Kristen

Courage Journal: numero uno

Hey there Ho there how do you do??!! Yeah, don't ask. So bloggage, pretty sweet!! Well today I dealt with something that I have been semi-dealing with all year long. That's friendship problems. I understand that sometimes friends vary and there tend to be inconsistancies but I don't understand someone talking about being two faced when they, themselves are the very thing which they detest. WhenI walk down the hall with just this friend, another friend, and myself, it's a great time!! We laugh and play around and I love them. But when another girl comes into the picture, it's like Kristen isn't there. So here comes the part that I'm proud of:

I haven't necesarrily been the type to always pray to solve problems but recently I have adopted the concept that God is absolutly more powerful than anyone could ever be, so what better person could I go to with these things??!! I asked God this morning to guide me and let me know what would be the appropriate approach to something like this. Of course, God went above and beyond my expectations and gave me enough strength in my self to let those emotions of anger and abandonment go, and find some more friends!! Don't you love how that works out =]]

I think courage plays into it in the way that I'm not the one to admit my own faults (oh neither are you!! don't judge!!) and it took alot for me to really admit that I couldn't handle something alone. Well, that's all for today!!

♥Kristen